Post reblogged from iamgracesantos. :) with 3 notes
so ayun. tumataginting na tres kami sa research. can’t accept it at first. i’m expecting pa naman na parang easy lang yung research. superrrrr easy, easy i-tres. imagine, first time namin nalate magpasa, yung final draft. late in the sense na gabi na nun, pero within the due date. syempre masakit. lalo na first time ko makatanggap nun, in a subject pa I least expected to. “shocks, is this for real?”, was all I can say.
as I was typing this, I realized something. never take anything for granted. I admit, ganon nga ginawa ko. never taking research seriously. I didn’t know that the consequences would be a tres. oh well, thank you for that. at least I knew my lesson now. a single thing can change you.
God planned this tres for me to realize that. I made a mistake. I’m learning from it. Now I know. J
I don’t like to dwell much on depression, since nakakapangit din yun. HAHAHA. J tsaka andyan na yan ee, may mababago pa ba? look at it in a different perspective. di dahil tres ka, masusukat na pagkatao mo nun . minsan, konting bagay lang pala ang di mo nagawa kaya ganon. at least alam ko na ngayon, na yung katiting na bagay na yun, posibleng malaki ang kapalit.
I’m thankful, not because of the tres but for realizing those things. I’m in my fourth year college, pero maybe, im still an irresponsible girl who took her research subject for granted. “Experience: the most brutal of teachers. But you learn, my God do you learn”, —C.S. Lewis.
oyea! definitely I learned from it. J
—the struggle I have today is how will I tell my parents. so help me God. haha. J
haha so what’s with the J’s?
Source: gracesantos
haha.. it’s cool.. so happy again? Glad u got 2.0„„ 2.25 nga kmi eh
—haha. smiley kasi yan. sa word ko muna tinype, then copy paste. ganyan lumabas. sorry naman. HAHAHA. :)